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First Impression
02:51
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2. |
Scapegoat
04:29
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3. |
Saving Grace
04:03
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Idiot
04:08
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5. |
Not So Bad
06:16
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It's not like you to mean what you say
You act so serious when you're ashamed
Don't kid yourself
Just to spite you I'll stand in your way
Don't ask too much and expect me to change
I'll only miss you when you're gone
I don't give and not take
Tell me what page you're on
When all of our past mistakes
Fall into place like numbers in your cold dead mind
When you don't know why
And it's a long time coming, but it's worth your while
Oh
But if it's not so bad
We'll stick to what we had
We can pretend that it gets better
And I'd take a break if I
Wanted to waste my time
Knowing we can't hold on forever
Don't blame it on fate, if you do
I'll make it your problem too
It's okay that that's exactly what you want (shining sea)
The liminal state in between
What we want and what we need
Doesn't seem to feel like shelter anymore
It's not like me to say what I mean
Feigning indifference just to feel clean
I might as well
Tread too lightly so nobody sees
And swear that my motive's not all that it seems
And run that mental marathon
I don't bend and not break
And if I'm stuck in the past or I'm moving too fast
Let me know
But if it's not so bad
We gave it all we had
Even if we don't know no better
And I'd take a break if I
Wanted to waste my time
But just in case I won't say never
Don't say that it won't stay the same
It'll always be this way
'Cause it's fate that keeps me halfway out the door (finally)
The liminal state in between
What we want and what we need
Doesn't seem to feel like mercy anymore
Don't know when to shut your mouth
Better pack your bags and sell this house
I still pray 'cause I'm afraid to go back home
And you'll tell me I take it out
On the people that I care about
And maybe that's the reason I'm alone
But maybe it's not so bad
Didn't know what I had
But I guess nothing lasts forever
I'm not ashamed this time
Crossing the fine white line
Thought I could save you but whatever
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6. |
Innocent Space
03:26
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7. |
swell (interlude)
01:13
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8. |
Upper Hand
04:02
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Checked out of reality
Left town still a slave to the gravity with
No friends to be proud of me
When I bid farewell to the man I don't know how to be
Leave me tongue-tied 'til there's no one else around
On the outside looking down
'Cause expectations are the death of making plans
Not my nature, but I'll try the best I can
And I'll be waiting 'til I have the upper hand
How long, how long?
I thought that explanations were the way to break loose ends
Lost all patience, but I hope you understand
I'll be waiting 'til I have the upper hand
How long, how long?
And I'm better off losing my grip 'til the world says I'm worthy
But if I gotta keep living like this I'm gonna die when I'm thirty
But if it's not that bad, I won't treat it like a problem
When it's the best I've had, I've got no reason to solve 'em
I guess that much is plain to see
Out of orbit and revolving around you
Living in third person view
'Cause expectations are the death of making plans
Not my nature, but I'll try the best I can
And I'll be waiting 'til I have the upper hand
How long, how long?
I thought that explanations were the way to break loose ends
Lost all patience, but I hope you understand
I'll be waiting 'til I have the upper hand
How long, how long?
I know I'm one to make way too much out of nothing
And maybe I'm afraid, I'll admit, either one
But I just wanna feel like I'm fiending for something
Whether it's forgiveness, or closure, or blood
(...)
Expectations are the reason we're both wrong
You're not perfect, but I guess I'll play along
And I'll be waiting even if it takes me all
Night long, night long
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9. |
Pay For It
03:18
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10. |
Gold Rush
02:25
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11. |
Cease and Desist
02:35
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12. |
WALKDONTRUN
02:29
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13. |
Scorpion
03:14
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14. |
Nothing to Lose
04:31
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15. |
Human After All
04:40
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